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(Wednesday, December 09, 2009)

What i have learnt in this sem's biology..

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(Tuesday, December 08, 2009)

"All the things that break you, are all the things that make you strong. You can't change the past, 'cause it's gone, and you just gotta move on"
- Carrie Underwood



(Sunday, December 06, 2009)

Had a rather happening week, last week!


but my body surrenders.

I got so tired today after our church's anniversary, i dragged myself on the way home and slept right away, with my dress still on and not changing to a new set of clothes.

and i dreamt of something which was so random.
I remember vividly dreaming of a tragedy in the sea. Hahaha! I had watched a documentary on this before, but it was so long ago! and i also dreamt that i was cycling in some weird country.

Random, random!


and as always, before i fall into deep sleep, i'll have really random dreams or visions already! Sometimes they're very funny!

ANYWAY!

I have a lot to blog about last week.

- Thursday's @ Starbucks
- Friday: Prawny's birthday celebration, visit at CLS and i met Chandni!
- Saturday: Kick It and Orchard with Pete!
- Today's Church anniversary!

Took a lot of pictures this week.
and i'm too tired to do anything.

This week i'll be pretty occupied too.
WITH LAB SKILLS ASSESSMENT & THEORY TEST!

Gah!
and i have the surveys to be done.
20 of them!
$$$
Whee!


Goodnight y'all!
I should learn to sleep early!

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How cute is that?!
SO CUTE LAR!

(Saturday, December 05, 2009)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRAWNY ANASTASIA!
I wish you many more prawny years to come! HAHAHA!
Love you many many worxzxz!
<3

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(Thursday, December 03, 2009)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIVIYA!


and so we celebrated Thiviya's birthday today.
Everyone kinda have a theme or a dress code today aye?
Even our Lab teacher wore purple also, which Anira, Yanti and i were wearing too.
Lynna and Thiviya were wearing floral dresses.
There were who wore jeans!

Had nice mousse for her birthdays.
We've had enough of cakes, haha!







we were taking pictures and Wen Yang who usually does not want to take pictures, much more take pictures with us suddenly asked "Eh, let's take picture with last sem's group eh."

HAHAHA! want to take picture with us, say lah!
WE ARE MORE THAN HAPPY!




Yumm.
Everyone enjoyin the mousse!



Wen Yang!

and eh! My hair from behind looks like it is not black anymore. The highlights are back.
SHOULD I HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR?

black is so boring.


Yanti & Lynna!


I kinda woke up at 6am and then drifted back to sleep. Managed to get out of the house on time, but decided to take a cab again -.-" It's health assessment lab again!

Lynna and Thivya left school after lunch and Psychology was still as interesting as ever. But after lecture, i got too tired and sleepy and i wanted to stay and sleep. We have an hour break before the next class which was a tutorial. Decided to give it a miss and go off to a mall and buy something presentable to wear before meeting Kaiying & Gabriel.

But i was feeling too tired and got Theory test and practical assessment next week, i'll be too tired to do anything tonight by then.

I told Kaiying so last minute that i won't meeting them. Supppppeeeerr guilty okay!

But at least i had a nice good sleep after i came home.

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I had much on my mind today.
and my BB came in handy when i want to jot down my thoughts.
Love my phone ok!


also, i had a great talk with a few friends today.
It's always nice to talk to friends whom you can share your thoughts easily with. Made me feel and think better :]

I got so much more i wanna talk about here.
but it's 3am now, and i as the insomniac have to sleep for there's school!

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(Tuesday, December 01, 2009)

I HAVE TO BLOG!
although i've been trying to stop myself from touching the laptop.
I have not done the stuff on my Things-To-Do-List!

because..

I AM SO SO SO HAPPY!


I just can't help but smile to myself and just be so happy!


not because i just bought a new phone- Blackberry Curve!
not because i went shopping and bought a lot of stuff!
not because i accomplished a lot of tasks today!


It is..



Because i have gotten the news that i am not selected to be in the Ex-Cos!

My first reaction was that i was surprised that i have gotten an email from them in my Gmail. Then i opened it, and feelings of happiness and relief overcame me! Muahahahahaha!

Though a part of me feels disappointed that i did not get selected and that others did, it's mostly because i am concerned of what the 15th Excos think during my interview. and what they thought of me all this while organising Child's Play. Everyone must have thought that i am a negative, boring, killjoy and not at all SPONTANEOUS and sensitive stressed up person.


Well, partly true. Especially the sensitive part. Who wouldn't when you are stressed out?!


I was not myself during all this while.
and somehow, i just feel more stressed out towards certain people.


i asked a friend, that i wondered why am i so happy.
I don't feel burdened anymore, and i feel a sense of relief.

i was not after any position or was aiming to be part of the Exco. That's why it was an utter surprise that i've to go for the interview.

and my studies have been not so good.
it's time to pore into the books and study!


WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

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(Monday, November 30, 2009)


HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL, SON!

MAMA LOVES YOU!!!!!!





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(Saturday, November 28, 2009)

Wow, six weeks had flew by!
That fast.

and last Tuesday, i found myself staring at my Biology paper which stared back at me, looking like a foreign object.

AAHHH!
needless to say, i think i'm not gonna do as well as Semester One.

Everyone in class in ranting on the amount of schoolwork we are being flooded with. It dawned on me later on, like after Wednesday of the amount of work we REALLY ARE to do!

Presentations, ICAs, practicals.
Eee, i hate practicals!


Oh, the life of a student!

Let's build a time machine and go back to holidays!
MY HOLIDAY was way better! My holiday when i had no school for 6 months when everyone was in school. Life was so lazy, and slow. Just days of staying at home and having so much sleep that i want. But i felt my life was on standstill then and wished for busier times. (i shouldn't have complained, hah!)

We all live in a beautiful world but life keeps us too busy to appreciate it.

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(Friday, November 27, 2009)


sleep, is what i need.
I have been friggin getting 3-4 hours of sleep!

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(Wednesday, November 25, 2009)


25th November.
The day i have been waiting for, anticipating and looking forward to be over.

SO LIKE, FINALLY!
I AM SO HAPPY!!!

I am of mixed emotions after Child's Play ended today.
Elated, proud, disappointed and relieved (RELIEVED, IT'S OVER!)


I get feedback, with some saying "Congratulations! your event had been a success!" or, "Well DONE! We enjoyed ourselves!" or "Child's Play had been a smashing success!"

It feels so good to hear and feels weird at the same time.
Feels weird because i am somehow not convinced otherwise.

But..

it feels good that at the end of the day, i see the Children with smiles on their faces, enjoying their candyfloss with glee, recieving their toys with happy faces.

it feels good that at the end of the day, everyone who helped out, be it the volunteers for facils, games stations and the committee enjoyed themselves.

it feels good that at the end of the day, everyone in the committee worked together. and i get to give them a hug, :D


it feels good that at the end of the day, it is all over!




after all these while, the past few months of effort for this external event, i had made myself stressed out, shed many tears, been sleep deprived, had bad temper,been too busy to eat proper meals and been running off during breaks to get this and that done.

I never thought, that i would go this far.
Upon being given the role, i had wanted to backed out and not take up the responsibility.I dismissed the thoughts away, not wanting to embarrass myself and be known as someone who backed off from her responsibilities.

Many at a time, i wonder to myself "Why am i putting so much effort and time into this? What's all this for?I don't even get to benefit from doing all this!". I would cry, with despair that i have been lousy in managing and getting this and that done. I shed tears, when i was so stressed that we were running out of time.

I don't know what drives me, to continue all the way. From the beginning, i had told Elyn & Mardiana that i would be leaving them to responsibilities and go Missing-in-Action. Which didn't happen of course lah.

That's why i was so happy when the Proposal got approved, after the 1st proposal got rejected. and i got annoyed when Wen Yang said "What for so happy? Approved only mah. Still got execution of the proposal"

Tsk tsk, killjoy lah!

and and, all this while, especially before the proposal got approved, i got temperamental. and my emotions are like rollercoaster. Very high one moment, then after that very angry.

Oh well!

It's over now.
and everything would not have been possible if not for everyone!

and i wanna say a BIG THANK YOU too everyone in the committee, especially to Elyn, Wani
and Nas! Wouldn't have known what to do if not for them!

I AM HAPPY!

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(Tuesday, November 24, 2009)

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(Sunday, November 22, 2009)

Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me.
John 14:1 (KJV)



How could i forget this favourite verse of mine?
:D


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